The silence within.

19th April.

You wake up on a morning like this and all of a sudden find your life at peace and stand still... you feel a disconnect with the world, but then you feel a re connect with yourself. You feel a sense of calmness and strength take over your mind. You realize all the words in your head have disappeared. Words said by others to you. Words said by you to yourself… words said by you to others in your mind, all dissolve to eternal silence somewhere on the core level of your mind.

You wake up feeling the world around you doesn’t exist. You feel that you have just woken up from a long sleep, and now back to work of restarting your life. You try to go back to previous emotions and it’s just simply hard to feel the same.

You just feel as if those painful moments have left your life light years ago. They are just fragments of memory in your mind. You can vaguely see it but feel nothing. And all I’m talking about must have just happened 12 hrs ago. That’s how it works.

You try to think what great deal of work you have done to feel this in the morning. You know your day is about to begin but you have no idea when and where your first step is going to be. Crazy busy schedules, and you have no idea how you will find the energy to work amidst this, but you know there is going to be enough as the day proceeds. It’s the work if your inner silence…

The strength to gather all the words in your mind and heart, and allowing it to dissolve it to nothingness is the art of a silence performed in silence.

We will never figure out how and what happened while you were asleep, was there a fairy working here magic, or was it memory loss. It is just that you have turned cold or its simple you have better reasons to smile. None what so ever. The silence within you engulfs your weakest points and creates an explosions within which has no choice but to leave your body while you don’t even realize in what way it pass through you….

It happens to all of us... I still haven’t figured how the silence came around into me, but it just came when I asked for it… I don’t say long prayers or begged for it. I dint tune myself conditionally. I just accepted it gracefully, knowing that it will come one day… and it finally happened.

If it comes to you, allow it happen… don’t question or dissolve it. Cause once its dissolved you may never find it back….. You just need to blend in with it….. the silence within can dissolve all words said in all dimensions……..it makes you feel complete even when you know you are standing still with no one in close proximity. You just feel secure even when no one comes to you and you go to no one. The serenity is felt on all levels. On the physical level you initially might feel numb and just when you get use to it, you begin to feel happy. You finally feel at ease with yourself and all differences around you. In fact you don’t see the differences any more. You see nothing. You are just tuned to what you need to do for the day.

On a mental level, you are just blank. You don’t want to take any decisions or judgements. You don’t find the need to take control or know what’s going on.

On an emotional level, you are simply happy. You may not see yourself smiling in the mirror but you know you are happy.

On a sub conscious level you are fully aware of yours and only your responsibility and you exactly know how to complete. The fatigue and tiredness just vanishes.

The silence within is something that can happen to us everyday… it may dawn upon you just once in a while, but when you hold onto to it, it can slowly become a part of you.

it’s the ultimate strength of yours that will works through you each day of your even, even if or not people walk with you.