ANGEL THERAPY WORKSHOP

ANGEL THERAPY WORKSHOP


Who the Angels are?
The word Angel means “messenger”. Angels bring us messages from the divine mind of our creator. They are gift from God, sent to us to help us remember our divine nature, to be loving and kind, to discover and polish our talent for the betterment of this world, and to keep us away from harm’s way before our time. They also guide and protect us in areas of relationships, health, career and even finances.

What is Angel Therapy?
LIKE I SAID EARLIER, SINCE WE ARE ALL BLESSED WITH ANGELS, WE CAN ALSO ENJOY THEIR DIVINE ASSISTANCE THROUGHOUT OUR LIFE, BUT ONLY WHEN IT IS ASKED FOR IT. INORDER TO ASK THEM , WE NEED TO RECONIZE WHO OUR ANGELS ARE, AND HENCE DEVELOP COMMUNICATION WITH THEM THROUGH DIFFERENT MEDIUMS AND CHANNELS.
IN AN ANGEL THERAPY WORKSHOP, I WOULD INITIATE YOU TO GET INTRODUCED TO YOUR RESPECTIVE ANGELS, AND GUIDE YOU TO DEVELOP CONNECTION AND COMMUNICATION WITH THEM THROUGH DIFFERENT WAYS AND MEDIUMS, SO YOU CAN ALWAYS ASK FOR ASSISTANCE IN ANY SITUATION BIG OR SMALL.

Why is it important to get connected to our guardian angels??
OUR ANGELS ARE ALWAYS AROUND US, BUT CANNOT HELP US WITHOUT OUR PERMISSION OR US ASKING THEM TO DO SO. IT GOES AGAINST THE LAW OF FREE WILL, WHERE OUR ANGELS CANNOT INTERVENE IN YOUR LIFE TILL THEN TIME ASSISTANCE IS NOT ASKED FOR BY US.
SO INORDER TO ENJOY ANGELIC PRESENCE , GUIDANCE AND PROTECTION WE NEED TO DEVELOP COMMUNICATION WHICH CAN HAPPEN THROUGH THIS INITIATION THAT TAKES PLACE IN THE WORKSHOP.


What do we benefit from this Angel Therapy Workshop?

We often come up with questions about situations and problem that we all go through in our life. And all our life we keep looking for answers, we keep running to sources from where we can get answers, we keep looking for hope in other people and ask people to predict the future. But the fact is that we all know these answers, and they are all inside us. How do we recognize and get connected is the question?
In this workshop, you will get connected to your highest power and will be able to establish a life time connection with your respective Guardian Angels, from whom who can get answers to the smallest of questions and can seek assistance and guidance in any form.

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Strength in God.....®by-- Tamanna C

Walking on the sand of times,
I know not where I go....
I just want to walk aimlessly,
And go with the flow..

I can feel the wind,
On my face.
No matter how strong the tide is,
I know id never fall
cause deep inside I know,
I am protected by God's grace.

I can soak up the sun,
to brighten my day.
I can lay all night,
and watch the sky.
couting all the stars,
that are shinning my way.

As life unfolds ,
Its mystery..
Am just reminding myself that,
Past is just history.
never there cause ,
never meant to be....


I know I am,
not alone.
I know my heart is,
not of stone.
I know the best,
waits for me.
and its just with time,
the truth,I'll see...


As I close my eyes
and walk blindly on this path.
Knowing what I deserve,
and where I want to be.
thats where my strength in God,
is gonna take Me.

As i sip on coffee thinking about You.....®by-- Tamanna C

I sip on coffee,
as I write this poem,
Thinking about the glimpse,
I have of you.
Thinking about what changed,
After I saw you.
Thinking about your smile,
Thinking about the gleam in your eyes,
Thinking about how I wish,
everything came to standstill
when you were around,Even though people
went mad dancing on the sound.

Days have passed by,
And I know not what to say.
I just hope there was a reason,
We crossed eachother's way.

I've been waiting for a sign,
All day long.
Trying to find meanings,
To destiny's song.
Hoping you feel
The way i do.
Just waiting for
one clue from you.
That'll bring back my smile
Even if I have to,
I'll walk that extra mile.

Just give me a sign,
thats all I want.
And after that,
Ill do what ever it takes to make you mine.....

I BOW DOWN......®.by-- Tamanna C

Dear GOD....

THIS ONE'S FOR YOU.......


I bow down to You,
I say a little prayer.
Hoping you'll hear me someday,
Hoping you'll show me my way.
There's a pain deep inside,
My soul.
There are prayers which are,
still untold.
My eyes are filled,
with tears I am trying to hold.
Waiting for your warmth,
In this world,so cold.
I hold on to,
What is given by you.
I overcome my fears,
But it keeps coming back as something new.
Wanting to let go,
But i know not how.
Hoping the time I've waited for,
Is Now.
Give me a sign,
And let me feel your light.
No matter what happens,
Let me know You're around and I'll be alright....

A man......®by-- Tamanna C

As i look back at the times we've spent,
Life just seems so beauitful.
Better than what I'd thought it would be,
Not even in my dreams I'd see..
There would come a man to love me the way you do,
That man who'd give me a life brand new.
A man who'll lighten up my smile,
A man who'll make me come alive.
A man who'll touch my soul,
A man who'll tell me in tryst times, that everything will be ok.
A man who'll make me his woman
A man who's heart is as soft as the morning dew.
thats gonna be my man
Thats the man I found in YOU.....

I know I am stronger than this.....®.by-- Tamanna C

I know I am stronger than this,
Not cause its me.
But for what God wants me to be,
I try to look deep inside.
Behind his shadow I try to hide,
Knowing his light is always there.
with this world Ii want to share,
the gift of love he's blessed me with.

I know I am stronger than this,
Not cause its me.
Cause its his force that helps me stand.
and i know cause my life is well planned.
In this lonely world,
where every soul is finding a way.
I know i have his light,
guiding me through,before i stray.

I know I am stronger than this
Not cause it me,
Its cause the strength of God ,
In myself I see.
Today and forever will always
His blessing are gonna be with me.

words cannot describe.............®by-- Tamanna C

Words cannot describe
The way you make me feel.
At times I wonder
Is it a dreams or is it for real.

Words cannot describe,
How it is to look into your eyes,
For me you are an angel
In disguise.

Words cannot describe,
What I dream of you.
Your memories are on my mind,
As fresh as the morning dew.

Words cannot describe,
The warmth of your hand.
Guess by God,
This was all planned.

Words cannot describe,
The charm of your smile.
Only for you,
I would walk that extra mile.

Words cannot describe,
The softness of your lips.
Feels like the first drop of rain
On my finger tips.

Words cannot describe,
the bond that we share.
When i met you,
Felt like God's answered my prayers.

Words cannot describe,
The purity of your heart.
The bond is strong,
Even thought we are far apart.

Words cannot describe,
What you make me feel.
With your luve,
The pain of my heart.... you heal

I SAY A LITTLE PRAYER...........®.by-- Tamanna C

I say a little prayer,
so u can hear me God,
i close my eyes to see you around
wish i could hear, how you sound.
You are something we all keep looking for,
everytime i say a little prayer,its like knocking on heavens door.

I know you are around,
beyond what I can see,
I can feel the touch,
when you are around me,
I wish to live this life,guarded by your infinite light.
I dont ask for more, but just give me what is right.

I say a little prayer,
so u can hear me God,
And when i get no answers,
I feel a little odd,
but deep inside my heart i know
Its only You , who's gonna help me grow
To something I just dream to be
To take me to the dreams I see.
To let me be as strong
To guide me to where i belong.

I say a little prayer
So you can hear me God,
so you know I love you,
So you can colour me with your hue.
Never part from me no matter what I do...
For in this lovely world, my faith lies just in YOU.....

ITS IN YOUR EYES.....®.by-- Tamanna C

its in ur eyes
i see a million chances
id wanna take to reach
to the road of my heaven

its in ur eyes
i see a magic
that makes me wanna breathe
and live every second

its in ur eyes
i see the power to fulfil
dreams that
i see of you...

its in ur eyes i see
my life.... bein wat
i always wanted it to be

its in ur eyes...
i find a way to
reach to my soul.....

its in ur eyes..
i see ur love
that gives me strenght
to withstand it all

its in ur eyes
i read d words
lying deep inside ur heart

its in ur eyes
and d glow in it...
from where my happiness starts....

its in ur eyes...
that makes me feel the way i do.....
n all that i feel... is simply just for u....

THERE'S AIR OF SILENCE....®by-- Tamanna C

There s an air of silence bet us
its d silence that speak a thousand
words between our soul
its a moment to cherish forever...
to understand words untold...
its stranger than strange.
...... and hard to believe
feelings like this...
ever exist...
its something WE still hold
deep inside
our hearts that turned cold...
its something that melts it down
its something that doesnt have a sound
from where it comes to where it goes...
its a mystery than no one still knows...
it makes us do crazy things...
things we dont know ourselves..
its something that makes us smile
smile wen we are even by ourselves...
it makes d sun look brighter
and makes d soul feel lighter
its something that makes me write all this
its something that makes you read all this...
its something that makes u smile right now....
and something that makes you wonder how..
its something we still dont know...
but whatever that something is.... is still meant to grow......

THERE'S A FIRE WITHIN MY SOUL.....®by-- Tamanna C

There is a fire within my soul,
A fire,thats growing,
Even thou the world is cold,
with dreams in my eyes,
and wings all ready to fly,
I want to take over the world,
I want to fly so high,
Higher than what anyone can know,
to this world,I want to show,
what the power of pain can do..

There is a fire within my soul,
Even if I am flying high,
I know how to,
Take control,
Nothing in this world,
But my dreams I can call my own,
Even if this world's around,
Deep inside we are all alone.

There is a fire within my soul,
Giving me the power to dream,
My pain has given me the strength,
To take my life to a different realm,
Its something what the world cant see,
Its something that sets my soul free,
There is a fire within my soul,
Burning through the ashes of time,
Even if I have nothing left,
The power to make my dreams come true,
Is still gonna be mine.........

TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE-MY VERSION.....®by-- Tamanna C

Standing on your door,
I am lost in my tears.. all alone ,
I try to look for u,
But guess you're the one who needs something new...

You may never know what i feel.cause deep inside you 're cold,
Its me who needs to heal.....

I cry in pain,
Now that you've moved apart..

I am gathering the broken pieces ,
Of my heart,
You stand on my door,
Finding words to apologize...

I am finding my strength,
I am trying to rise...

Now its you who's trying to hold on,
And cant even look in my eyes...

Its time for me to turn around and say,
Its too late to apologize.....
Its too late ........

There are tears rolling down my cheek,
I am trying to be strong,but deep inside my heart is still weak,

Your pain doesn't let go of my soul,
But I am still trying hard to take control,

I am trying hard to forget,
I am trying not to regret,

It hits me hard in my face,
Your memories from my soul,I am trying to erase,

You try finding your words,
After breaking all ties

All i can say to you is,
Its too late too apoligise......
Its too late..........

AFTERGLOW....-my version;) ® by-- Tamanna C

I am standing on the streets,
trying to look for you,
holding on to memories,
with tears in my eyes,
never thought ud say adieu,
I see my self drowning in memories,
I try to surface,
You need to know that,
My soul can never be replaced,
You've taken it all,
I am trying not to fall....
After all that i have done,
You still want to move on,
Before I even realised,
You were gone...
Its alright,its ok,
I wont let me tears show,
I'll find my way,
Wen I c ur eyes,
Now I am living,
In ur afterglow....

To my soul sister.,......®by-- Tamanna C

Dear Krishna... this one s for you....


It brings a smile on my face,
To think abt us,
To think about the crazy times ,
We've spent together,
How we've stuck by each other,
Even during the rough weather,
You are my strength
You are my friend
You are someone,
I know who'll be there till the end,
We'll b there to fight it out,
Just for your happiness I'll always pray..

You've stood by me ,
Through good and bad,
I know there would be tears in ur eyes,
If I was ever sad...
I am glad I met you,
cause you've shown me the meaning,
Of friendship, that is so true
Whatt I love about US is
That we both know we are stronger than this...
Seasons may change,
People will come and go....
May be not very often
To you I show,
What and how I feel for you
You are my best friend,
My sister
My strength,
My pillar,
My power to survive
Anything life will put me through....

Dreams of pain.....®.by-- Tamanna C

As I close my eyes,
Lying here on my bed,
I go back to those memories,
And all the words you said.

They ring in my ears,
I am trying to forget,
Now since I am gone,
you tell me that you regret.

You say you are sorry,
But i say you are cold,
The pain given by you,
No longer I can hold.

As i close my eyes,
Lying on my bed,
Seeing your face ever,
Is something I dread.

I thought you had a heart
But guess it was just of stone
No wonder you have everything,
Still you are all alone.

I sink in my dreams,
Just escaping all the pain,
I thought it was blood,
But now its tears running throught my vein.

I wake up in my dream,
Just to know I am still alive,
No matter what life puts me through,
i know I'll still survive.

I find it strange,
To escape from dreams of you,
Dreams where i can feel the pain,
And I know,nothing of Us was true.

Nothing will ever be the same,
When I see the rays of sun,
Before My dream ends,
My new life without you, would have begun....

'''MOM'''--this one s for you..... AND FOR ALL THE OTHER '''MOMMY'S '''TOO.....® by-- Tamanna C

REENAA ANGEL---THIS ONE'S FOR YOU............. AND FOR ALL THE MOM'S TOOO...:)))))


Hey MOM,
As I write this to You,
This is just not another song,
Its a piece of my heart,
I write it out on paper,
Its something special,
its something new,
Cause my life begins from YOU..........

I've given you pain,
Day in and day out,
Taken your sleep for nine months,
While I was tossing and turning,
Kicking and playing inside You...
Its must have been a feeling,
Too good to be true,
Feeling of being one with You,
Feeling of being secure.
To one fine day I just popped out of you,
Wonder what the feeling of your first touch would have been,
I wish I could capture the smile on your face that I had then seen.

You taught me how to do everything,
I everI needed to do,
From walking,eating and talking a language new,
You took me in your arms,everytimeI cried and felt alarmed.
You comforted me,
Wiped my tears,You helped me overcome
All my fears...
You gave me strength,
To withstand all the pain,
You taught me to make paper boats,
In the rain.
You showed me the difference between good and bad,
Not even for a moment,
You let me be sad,
You prayed day and night for me,
You gave me space to let me be,
You knew it all,.. whatever i needed,
Without You in life,
I would have never succeeded,
I was in every prayer of yours,
For me You broke all family laws,
You wanted to see me fly,
Fly so high,
Everytime I was sad,your heart would cry,
You cherished and captured every moments
I'd never think of,
You're my heaven...your love is all above....
You made me happy in everyway,
I would open my eyes and look for you everyday,
No matter how old I grow,
To you my life,I will always owe,
Every moment in my life that I live,
Credit of my being,to You I give,
You are the power,
You are the source,
You are my energy,
My driving force
Holding my hand...taking me beyond skies,
Even after years,
I see the same love in your eyes,
MOM, you are God's best gift to me,
To everything in life,
YOU are the key.................

For a Dear Friend.... .By -Tamanna C ©2009

I look for words,
I gather all the lessons,
That life has taught me,
I try to make you feel better,
I try to be your pillar,
I know you can do it,
Deep inside You know You can feel it.

You can fall back upon me,
No matter what comes your way,
Always remember you have this friend,
Who's never gonna let you stray,
From your conscious,which is so true,
Even if You don't see me around,
In tryst times,I'll always be backing you,
Thank you for trusting me,
And letting me know where and how you stand,
I am sure for You,
God has saved his best plan....

Go out in the world,
And spread your wings,
let the world know what You are,
I promise you from truth,
You'll never be far....
Believe in your self,
Believe in what you have inside,
Just smile,no matter what come may,
Am sure all your fear will subside,
Its just a word,
And you are stronger than this,
My dear friend,From God I pray for your happiness
And all the eternal bliss...

Right here...Right now-13-4-09.... 1:55pm. ..........By -Tamanna C ©2009

I take a pen to write
what and how I feel,
I cant express my emotions
cause I don't know what is real
I am happy at times
At times I am sad
I've started to wonder
If I am going mad.
At times I know that I am strong,
But there are times when I find it hard to move on.
Not from the past,cause it doesn't exist any more,
But its just my fears,
That makes me sore.
Trying to feel better,
With all the energy
I am trying to gather.
Hoping the sun will shine on me someday
Hoping things will also flow my way,
Tired of flowing with the tide,
Tired of smiling,when there are tears inside.
I know its just a phase,
When i feel something like this
before i realize
it wont even exist
cause I know I can bounce back
I know I can bring my life
Back on track,
Hoping and praying is all that I can do.....
I know even if I am all alone....
Ill withstand it all
Cause I dont know about the world,
But my intregrity with myself is true..

****LITTLE ROCKSTAR....*.By -Tamanna C ©2009

Dear RASNA,...... this one's for You......... just b the way u r..... U r beautiful....:)

One fine morning,
When I opened my eyes,
I heard a voice
And i thought it was an angel from the sky.
When i gathered my sense
I found you around..
There was air of silence
And all I could hear,was the sound
Of your laughter,
so innocent and true,
I thought I saw an angel,
But that angel was you...
with a gleam in your eyes,
and glow on your face,
You make this world,
A beautiful place....
There's warmth in touch,
there is truth in your soul,
You re an angel
In this world ,so cold.
Just be the way you are....
I am sure,your dreams will take you far
As far as you want to go...
the power of your innocence
You still dont know...
don't let it go waste
Your presence can never be replaced
Love and cherish you baby
for just what you are....
your a darling , an angel,
And my little***** ROCK STAR*****

I know I need you.....By -Tamanna C ©2009

There are thoughts crossing my mind,
How I wish u were here,
The dark clouds from my life have gone,
And everything is clear
I know I want you,
I know I need you,
I know that we are meant to be,
You need to know my feelings are true..
I'll never let your cry,
Ill never let your happiness die,
I crave to see that smile ,
To touch your heart,
I know its gonna take me awhile,
but I am never gonna give up,
cause u r precious to me,
Only with time you'll see,
How much I want you,
How much i need you
I know we are meant to b
You need to knw my feelings are true...
dont turn ur face
And walk away like u do
Why cant u believe me
What I feel for you..
you make me come alive
I need u in my life...
I need u to survive....
Come back and stay with me
For as long as i live..
I promise to take your pain away,
and all the happiness of d world,
To you I'll give...

When your world's turning around.....By -Tamanna C ©2009

Hey Shehla this one s for you.... hope u feel better...


when your world's turning around,
when you feel you are in pain,
when there are tears rolling down your cheek,
and you tell your self they are drops of rain,
when you hold on to that feeling,
deep inside your heart.
U think that pain has become its part...
but u need to let it go
its somewhere You have to start..
I know its not easy to smile
when you have tears in your eyes
but you have to move on
and break all those ties
that bring you sorrows
cause noone has ever seen tommorrow
U need to tell youself,
You are stronger than this,
cause no pain in life is worth it,
cause no pain is something you'll miss
get yourself together
cause its all a part of You,
all you need to do is
wake up with open arms to
a life thats new.
You need to look deep inside
and feel the strength
that lies within you,
You need to know you are
stronger than this
and soon you'll break through,
gather yourself and make youself strong
let God s power take you
to where you belong,
cause only he himself knows
whats best for you
cause only he is the one
who can bless you with love,strength,power and peace
which is so true....

Journey of life.....By -Tamanna C ©2009

I woke up one morning
lying flat on the floor
I dint know where i was
People i called my own,
I cudnt see them anymore.
I could barely open my eyes
and look around....
I felt my throat was numb,
even if i tried, i could barely make a sound....
My soul was in pain,
and i could feel tears roll down my cheek...
not even in my weakest moments
I found myself so weak...
I tried to move,
stand up on my feet,
i found myself alone,
even in the silence, i couldnt feel my heartbeat....
I thought i was dead,
but the pain kept me alive,
I dont remember how i got there
but I dint see myself survive
I look around in vain
hoping someone will rescue me
there was not a soul,
nor a ray of light
in that darkness i could see.
I knew it was me alone
battling it out with life,......
It was my battle,
A battle between pain
and a broken heart.....
I never thought I could move
I never thought i could re start
I looked up in the dark
to find my heaven
But every inch of pain in my body
had my faith,torn apart....
I look up in the sky
and see the dark clouds passing by
Hoping sun will shine on me....
Hoping some ray of happiness ,soon I'll see...
but even with that hope,
all i could feel was pain
I wish in words those feelings
i could ever explain....

with the name of God,
I stood up and wiped my tears
I knew it was difficult
but i was ready to fight those fears.....
I gather all my strength
to forget that had happened in the past
cause deep inside i still had hope
that forever those memories are not going to last
I told myself that I have to smile
i told myself thats its going to be difficult walking that first mile,
but with every step,I found rays showing me my way,
With every step,I felt that smile on my face was there to stay,
As i moved on, step by step
I felt that pain turn to fire
A fire that noone would understand
A fire, that'll be my strength,
and help me withstand
no matter what comes my way....
It was a fire, a part of his light,
It was a fire that gave me courage to fight
not this cold world, cause that world is already dead
it was a fight of fear that inside my body,mind and soul, had spread....
its there no more
its all gone
a new soul filled with love and light
inside me is born.....
its about me... it could also someday be You....
this is wat i called the journey of life....
in words discovered,so simple and few......

SONG-" FOR ALL....................By -Tamanna C ©2009

For that look in ur eyes
For that smile on ur face
For when you hold me
For all those memorable days
For the warmth of ur hand
For the touch of your soul
For all the words that you said
For all the truth that you told
Ffor everything that you made me
For all d good things in me that you see
For all those mid night prayer
For all the faith you had in me
For all the moments of joy
For everythng that ud be
For all the love you bught to my life
For all the pain that you healed
For making me strong
For telling with d right from the wrong
For all the times we 've spent
watching the sun rise and set.
For the feeling you gave my heart
the first time our eyes met
For teaching me what is love
For the gentle touch of the dove
For all strength u gave me
For all the space ,you let me be
For all my good times and bad
in times wen i was happy n sad
For all my life i will cherish
all the good things that you blessed me with
You r my angel, my love,
You are my gift from above
For all the things that ive done
You r in my life, my rising sun
You r the truth of my life
You r my only world
You r everything that i want
You r where i belong
You r my miracle, my light
for ever i would want to hold u so tight
You are the piece of my soul
without you,the story of my life would never unfold

from the moment...............By -Tamanna C ©2009

The moment I saw u cry
there was a pain deep inside my heart
it was a moment to remember
and I thought we''d never grow apart
its just as time flies
in circles we move around
what you hear is my heart beat,
but you pretend its some sound,
I can tell from your eyes
those unspoken words
that lie beneath your smile,
I can tell from the voice
that You wanna be mine...
I saw you standing alone
across the street
you tell me you are just walking
but its me who are seeing...
you think I am a fool
you think I dont understand
deep inside my heart
even I know that
you are the answer to my prayer
you are everything I want in my man
the more you try to hide
the more I realize
the feeling inside you hold
I can read the words untold...
You are scared to come close
As we walk on the shore
with the waves touching our feet
Wondering when next, we would meet
I can read your mind,
Like I see stars in the clear sky,
I am wondering why
You r trying to hide
I am wondering why you are
going against the tide
Its just so beautiful
the way we are....
open your arms and let go
deep inside your heart
the feelings that are,
Hold my hand
And take me where you want to go...
I promise to walk by your side
I promise to be your strength
Just let go of the fear
so that we can come near
All your feelings deep inside
will change our lives
and I realized
from the moment I saw your eyes..................

Song-"Baby,You've got me spinning around"-- .By -Tamanna C ©2009

In the waves of the sea
And the sound when it hits the shore....
With every thought of you,
I think about you even more,
You ve got my world spinning,
Baby, spinning around you like crazy...
I only see you,
Everything around seems so hazy...
I can hear my heart sing
Even in a crowded place,
Im trying to find words to express,
But I feel i'm stuck in a maze
I try to go around
Looking for my way
To find my heart back,
To get my life on its track,
But You got my world spinning
Baby, spinning around you like crazy...
I sleep to only
Dream of you,
I wake up in the morning,
Hoping to see the real you,
I go numb, I go cold
But every time you come around,
I feel the warmth,
That melts my heart,
And can feel the tears rolling down
The wall of my heart, everytime you move apart....
You ve got my world spinning,
Baby, spinning around you like crazy...
People say I am insane
You've got my dragged in this game,
Its just the thought,
Of you in my eyes,
And this feeling of love
Running through my vein......
I never want the distance
causing my heart any pain....
I know we'll make it happen,
I know you are here to stay,
You ve got my world spinning,
Baby, spinning around you like crazy...

Deepest corner of a heart...........By -Tamanna C ©2009

In the darkest corners
Of a heart,
Lies a story untold,
Of a bleeding heart,
Struck by an arrow,
Its been bleeding since a long time
Lying in a corner,
Protected by a heart so cold.
In this crazy world,
Its only your own heart,
That can heal the pain,
Its only your heart,
That can give it the power
To love unconditionally, again....
As we go down deeper,
You'll find something,
Never seen or heard before
You'll find pieces of pain
All scattered around on the floor,
On that heart, thats protected
And hiding, in the darkest corner
Of another heart....
Hoping someday it'll breathe again
Hoping someday it'll break through that chain
Of whats keeping it grounded for so long,
Hoping someday, it'll be with someone
To whom it belongs,
Its just hope each day,
It believes in deep inside,
Its been there for long,
And enough it has cried,
Its time for it to come up,
And breathe the fresh air of love,
To get out of that deep dark corner,
And fly like a dove,
It needs to be set free,
From that heart where it resides,
It needs to be told,
That the feelings that caused the pain,
Has died....
Hoping someday It'll realise
And come alive before its too late...
Mm sure that'll happen when it find its soulmate....
In the deepest corner of a heart
Lies a heart telling this story,
Story reflecting pain and its glory,
Lies a heart thats waiting to be free,
In the deepest corner of that heart,
That same heart, that beats inside me.....

Prayer to Mother MARY.....By -Tamanna C ©2009

I climb each step,
Looking at you, standing right in front of me,
Everytime I see you,
I see your white light surround me,
Its like getting wet in the first rain,
Its like forgetting all the pain,
Its like the sun rays making it s way
Through the clouded sky,
And shinning on my face,
With every step I take towards you,
I feel a sense of victory,
Over all that comes my way,
No matter what I go through,
I only bow down in front of You,
And pray,
To give me strength to withstand,
All that you put me through,
You are my only power,
My only hope I hold on to,
As i climb the last step,
And walk towards your light,
I bow down and close my eyes,
To see you stand right before me,
Its just the magic of your power
And divinity, in front of me I see,
I thank you for all that you put me through,
For giving me another chance to breathe
And start a life brand new.
I just hope and pray,
forver around me, as my angel
You'll stay....
For as long as i breathe,
Only you and your blessings I'll need,
To overcome what comes my way....
Thats all i wish for,
And only for You and your light,
I ask for in every prayer.....

Hard to believe You're gone.....-.By -Tamanna C ©2009

Its so hard to believe it
That You arent't around me anymore...
You were the one who gave me the power to fly,
Fly high in the sky and soar......
When i close my eyes
and go back to words of wisdom you gave me.....
Behind every word, there's a deep meaning that I see...
I wish I realized the lessons you spoke about,
Now I wish I could just,
from my mind, clear the cloud....
Its all changed, after you aren't here any more....
I feel like a lost wave, find my way to the shore....
The words said by you,
Now ring aloud in my head,
I cant sleep a wink,
All night I just keep tossing and turning on my bed,
Its hard to let an angel like you go,
The loneliness in my heart,is hard to show,
Since you're gone and never going to come back,
I feel my life has lost its colors,
And now its just white and black...
I just want you to know,
that I'll miss you forever,
For as long as I live,
Even though you left me and gone.,
In my heart, You and your memories will always survive...

"Let go.... of yourself... and flow with me" .....By -Tamanna C ©2009

You say You want me,
You know you can have me,
But every time I come to close,
You turn around and you are so cold...
You don't know what you want,
You don't know what you need,
You say every word, you mean,
But deep inside your heart is too cold to feel,
Or its just that you are scared,
Of giving away your heart....
Every time I move away,
Every time I close the chapter,
You come around and say you want to re-start..
Its hard to believe,
You still don't know what you feel ,
Take my hand, open your eyes,
Fell the love, cause this is for real..
Let go of the fear,
Have faith in me,
There's so much love,
deep inside your heart,
Your fear is like drop of water,
In the sea.....
Get yourself out,
Of the dark corners of the wall,
Take my hand,
And I promise you I wont let you fall....
We keep going around ,
Not knowing where we want to go,
I say, we need to let loose and flow,
Through what comes our way,
Cause only with fire of time,
Our love with outshine and glow............

The one you left behind................By -Tamanna C ©2009

The one you left behind
Is standing where it all started
Trying to move on
but to you she s holding on..
its sad that you've lost true love,
its sad,cause that precious angel,
you dint deserve.
You'll never know what you are missing on..
the chances you had... are all over
since you're gone..
You've left her half way..
In a state of shock,
Up in heaven, on you the angels mock...
You never had the value
Of what was given to you,
You took the love for granted,
But in your life, that was only true...
As you walk away, your new life begin,
Deep inside you know, you've commited a sin,
of breaking a heart so pure,
leaving it in midst without any cure...
She will survive and move on...
She will gather herself before the next dawn,
She will be stronger than never before,
there will come a day,
when you'll come back knocking at her door...
That'll be the day when you'll pay back for what you've done...
Its sad this beautiful chapter of your life has ended...
Cause now your journey of life... with loneliness has begun..........

Lonely walk down memory lane....By -Tamanna C ©2009

I saw myself,
Walking down the street,
All alone,looking for something unknown,
I asked myself, where I wanted to go,
I had no answer,
I was just going with the flow....

I keep walking, towards a dark lane
A lane that bought your memories
Come alive in my mind,
I was looking for something,
I just dint know where to find....

I keep walking endlessly
As the silence haunts me from inside,
I feel a spark inside me,
Even though its cold outside.....
I am lost in my own thoughts,
My route, I cant decide....

With grief and despair,
I can in the cold night air,
Gazing up at the moon,
Coming to terms with, You still are not there....

Memory upon memory,
I still keep talking to you,
In my mind.
I ain't going to give up,
Till I don't get what I am trying to find....
I look inside out...
Hoping ill get my way,
With memories of you in my mind,
I am still trying, not to stray....

Its difficult to let go of the hope,
Cause thats the only thing that keeps my heart warm
In this world, so lonely and cold....
Even though it pierces through my heart
And makes it bleed,
Your memories deep inside,
I am trying to hold...........

For this day.... .By -Tamanna C ©2009

Take my hands
and let me take you to my world,
my world created for that special one,
filled with all the love I've saved
For this day ,
to hand it over to an angel like you,
For this day,
cause I've never met someone like you,
For this day,
cause you re d answers to all my prayers,
For this day,
cause you make me come alive in every way....
For this day,
cause your hug gives me the warmth I need,
For this day ,
cause you are the reason i breathe,
For this day,
cause I was lost this,
For this day,
cause now I know what in life i missed,
For this day ,
cause I have saved all my love,
For this day,
cause I believed in God above....

I lay my life,
In your hands,
hoping you'll take care
I ve saved my heart and all the love,
Cause with that special one, I wanted to share....
Hoping you'll walk with me,
No matter where life takes us,
I'll give you all that I own,
My heart, body mind and soul,
Cause in you I trust.....

Reason to breathe----- .By -Tamanna C ©2009

You've come in to my life,
Baby, from an unknown land
Where only angels exist....
The moment our eyes met,
I realized in my life,
It was you that I missed.....

I could feel a shiver
down my spine,
I could feel the warmth
I'd always believed in
God's grace....
I saw one when I saw your face....

Up above in heaven
where all the angels reside,
You come from there , my baby.
I don't want this world ,
To get a glimpse of you,
In my arms, I want you to hide.

I want to lock your heart
Inside mine,
Everytime I am with you
I feel on cloud nine....
You've given me reasons to smile,
I am lucky to have reasons so divine.

For nothing in the world,
I'd want to loose my soul mate,
I'd keep you forever,
No matter what it takes.
Just want you to know, Baby
How much you mean to me....
Only a smile on your face I want to see
Thats the only reason, for me to breathe............

You make everything come alive....By -Tamanna C ©2009

When i saw you standing far away,
so far away from me,
The wind playing with your hair,
Thats all that I could see...
As the ray of sun touched your face,
I saw a sight so divine,
I just couldn't believe my eyes..
You make everything come alive....

I walked towards that light,
Which was from the glow of your face,
It couldn't have belonged to this planet
I guess it was from space...
A light so gleaming,
From the rainbow in the sky,
To the trees around,
From the rays of sun making a face,
To the river sound.....
You make everything come alive....

I gather all my senses
your presence was so strong...
It made my heart weak...
I felt I was losing it all...
As the clouds took over
And I saw raindrops fall all over your face,
Even the heavens couldn't resist
Blessing this place,
To where you stand,
With your arms wide open,
spreading your smile,
To make everything come alive.....

You make everything come alive....
In that moment,
When i saw you stand in front of me,
I felt I had lived a lifetime
Nothing more beautiful than that I could ever see,
I lost sight of where I meant to be....
Wish I could just stop time for that moment,
To God, that was my only plea....
You make everything come alive....
Everything looks so real..
Everything around me has got a new life...
Felt like all the pain inside, you were here to heal...

You make everything come alive....
As you walk away
leaving me standing alone
With question and desires in my heart...
I felt my dreams for that moment were falling apart....
I wish i could capture this moment
Its been the most beautiful so far....
May be your were a sign of new direction in my life
May be you were my guiding star......

Pieces dont fit together anymore......By -Tamanna C ©2009

Tears roll down my cheeks,
As I sit all alone,looking outside
The sun is about to set,
But I just don't want to see that sight,
I don't think i can deal with this pain
I don't think in life,I can go through this again....
It was all so good,
It was just what we wanted,
Its crazy to see dreams fall apart,
I don't even know where my life ends
And where I want to start.
I wake up each morning,
Lost in the clouds of my dreams,
Those same dreams that bought a smile on my face,
Haunt me today, and only wish I could replace,
Them with dreams that,
Gave me power to let go of you,
But deep down my heart,
You also know, thats not what I want to do..
I don't want to open my eyes,
I am trying to hold on to everything,
Thats given by you,
From love, memories, smile and pain
So far even tears by you...
If I open my eyes,
I'll loose my tears to my lips,
Not even the slightest chance of being with you,
For anything in the world I'd want to miss.
Times have changed,
And we both know that now,
You've been closing me in,
Closing the space in my heart and how..
I am trying to break free,
Trying to find a new light,
To way back into where we belonged
This was something that we prayed forever
Something that we both long...
Its all gone by,
Faster than clouds move in the sky,
If I could stop time,I'd still try...
But its too late,
Cause the sea has lost all its waves,
There's nothing but endlessly wait at the shore,
Its too bad for us,
The pieces of our hearts,
Don't fit together anymore...........

Best of Me.....By- Tamanna C ©2009

As i close my eyes
and lie in your arms,
I realize what it would be like
To be in heaven.
You turn my world around,
You take my spirits high,
Every time i don't see you around,
I can feel my heart cry.
Never thought i would find the love,
So enduring and pure....
Every since our eyes met,
I have no sense of pain of the past,
Your love has been my cure.
Your smile is the reason I live,
For it to stay endlessly on your face,
Anything in this world,
I'd want to give.
Lying here in your arms,
As i fall asleep to dream of you
I see us both away from this world,
In our own world all new,
I want to hold your hand forever
And stand by you, come what may,
I'll be your strength,your guidance in every way..
I just want to hold you,
And tell you that I love you ,
More than waves in the sea,
I just want you to,
Always have the best of me.

Moments of falling in love with you.....By- Tamanna C ©2009

I am trying to hide
From the look of your eyes,
I am trying to hide my feelings so strong...
I am trying to not to blush
My heart beats like a gong....
I can feel the spark
You are the only light I see in the dark...
I know its crazy to feel this way
I keep thinking about youAll night and day.
I try to look around,
Trying not to notice you,
I know this love is for real
I know this is meant to be and its true.
I can see it from the look in your eyes
You feel the way I do,
Everytime You come close,
I move away and you try to give me clues...
I wish i could capture this moment
Forever in my heart,I
am waiting for the story of love
With you, to start....
I dont want to be so shy,
Cause only I know how I feel ,
I want someone to pinch me
and tell me this is for real,
You are everything that my dreams were..
You'd know how strongI feel
Only if my heartbeat you were to hear,
From this world, You I'd steal.
It makes me feel insane
Hoping dreams of us will come true,
But deep inside I am enjoying this sweet pain,
Of moments of falling in love with you.

You give me something.......5/1/2009 ....By- Tamanna C ©2009

You give me something,
Something I haven't found before,
Something that doesn't exist
Amongst people any more.
You give me something,
The power to let me be me,
Even if you don't do anything,
In your words I can see.
You give me something,
Something thats so pure and real,
I wish in words I could explain,
The way you make me feel.
You give me something,
Something so warm,
The silence between us,
Feels like the one before a storm.
You give me something,
Something I would want to hold on to
Something that will bring a smile on my face,
No matter what I go through..
You give me something,
Which no one else has from you,
No matter whats comes between us now,
I'll never say adieu.
You give me something,
That something so treasured,
I'd be the richest in the world,
Only if love could be measured.
You give me something,
The gift of power to love,
With every prayer,
I thank God and angels above.
You give me something,
That something is your heart and soul,
Its something I'll lock within my,
Its precious cause its all gold but divine....

Looking for reasons.........By- Tamanna C ©2009

I cant feel anything anymore,
Its all so numb, its all so cold,
On this paper, the words out of my heart just pour,
I never wanted to,
But I had to walk out of the door.
Hoping to hear you call my name,
But before I realized everything was not the same...
I just wanted to hold you for one last time,
But you just turned your face and walked away,
I wish I could hold your hand
And forever with me you'd stay....
It tears me up, I try to hold on
But it hurts to much to say.
Worlds turning around,
For me it doesn’t exist.
I keep walking with a bare heart,
Cause nothing to cover it,
Nothing fits….Its broken in pieces,
I don’t know where it all scattered…
Even if I try to put them back,
I know its not going to matter.
Cause its lost the power to beat,
I keep looking for things,
In the corners ,Of lonely dark streets.
All I find in the darkness
No matter where I look around,
I cant find anything,
But shadows of me.
As I gather my strength,
And try to soar
Even the clouds aren't with me,they start to pour,
And I find myself fallen flat on the floor.
I wonder how and where,
I’ll gather the strength I need.
All I keep looking for now,
Is a reason for me to breathe……

Perfect morning...........By- Tamanna C ©2009

As the ray of the sun,
makes its way to my room
I don't want to wake up,
I think its too soon.
I don't want to let go of your hand,
Don't want to loose that sight,
Of you lying next to me,
This is something for the rest of my life,
I can see.The smile on your face,
The hair covering your eyes,
You look like an angel In disguise.
I just want to hold on
To this moment of my life,
Its so real...
You are everything that I wanted, its all so ideal.
There something about you,
thats makes my heart skip a beat,
Something was missing before I met you,
Now i feel my life is complete.
Its the best feeling
For me to see my world, my life,
Lying right next to me.
To my peace of mind and happiness,
You have the key.
You are my rainbow sky,
You are the apple of my eye...
I can see my happiness die
Every time I see you cry.
I don't want the rays of sun,
To wake you up and me from this dream so perfect.
From this crazy world,
Baby, you I want to protect.
I can go on like this,
Hear your breathing while you're asleep,
I just want you hug you forever..
And in my arms, you I want to keep.....

My place to hide.....................By- Tamanna C ©2009

I don't know where to hidewhen
I run from myself,
I don't know which door to knock on,
When I need some help.
I look around in vain,
Hoping something will let me in,
I keep knocking,hoping and praying,
But I have my doubts within.
I don't know where to hide,
When I run from my shadow.
I know I need to face it,
But I know not how...
I keep tossing and turning,
Looking for words to convince myself....
I don't know which door to knock on,
When I need some help...
Its like the world walking with you,
With every step you take,
But then there is no one,
You can call you own,
No one to stand by you,
Even if you make mistakes..
Its a crazy world out there,
As I walk outside my door.
People are always ready to cut your wings,
Just when you are ready to soar.
It makes me feel sad,
To see people around change,
People you call you own,
Can sometimes be strange.
I don't know whether to let go,
Or to hold on to something thats only in my mind...
I don't even know in this world exist,
What I am trying to find.
I still keep looking for places,
With my shadow, I still have those races.
I know what I want is something so rare,
Thats why the place i find to hide,
Is my prayer............

Messages from heaven............By- Tamanna C ©2009

Its sometimes in the wildest dreams
we dream of falling from the sky
falling to a place never been before,
Hoping those dreams never come true.
Sometimes our dreams take us ,
Far away where we want to go,
Sometimes it makes us believe we are there,
Dreams from dreams, desire begins to grow.
desire for dreams we like to come true,
Dreams we don't like,
We want to replace them with something new.I
ts strange how our mind,
Plays these games,
Its all about the same feelings,
We give it new names.
Its all in the head,
Its all in the heart,
Even if we wake up from dreams,
those dreams from our mind never depart.
Its not something everyone has,
its a rare form of art.
Its something we think we have,
to our actions,it gives a start.
Night after night,dreams after dreams,
We see them to move on,
In our mind,like a sketch its drawn.
We sleep to dream,
Those dreams take us to another realm.
Dream for the power,
To make dreams come true....
Through dreams we get messages from heaven,
Messages God has sent for you...........

If I could start my life.........By -Tamanna C ©2009

If I could start my lifefrom the moment I met you,
Things would be so fine,
Everything would be so new.
Meaning of love,meaning of life,
Nothing in the world would then,
Be a strife.
I wish I could start,
All over again right now,
Only I need someone to show me the way,
And tell me how.
Its insane to think,
How could I feel the way I do,
I know its for sure,
To the reasons I have no clue.
Every time you are around,
I just shy away and go into my shell,
I don't want anyone to hear,
My heart inside,rings a bell.
Its moments of sweet surrender,
I just want to place my heart
Over a heart so tender,
Hoping that heart I'll find in you,
If I could start my life
From the moment I met you.

Meaning of life.....By -Tamanna C ©2009

Sometimes I wonder why life takes such dangerous curves,
At times it gets difficult to deal with it,
You lose control over your nerves,
Sometimes its a ride,Sometimes its a game,
I wish happy times,
Were all the same....
It takes me for granted,
It makes me feel unwanted,
It’s something I keep leading.
But I wonder why it doesn’t understand.
It’s something I love,
Some time its just what I hate,
Sometimes its my best friend,
Sometimes I just want to shut all gates.
I wish I could ,for a change get off it,
I just wish over coffee i could sit,
Without thinking what life is meant to be,
Without thinking why being it my own, it still bothers me.
Life is a simple meaning in the dictionary,
I only wish like fairy tales it was fiction.
I wish it was as simple as it sounds,
I wish it was not my testing grounds.
It’s something I d still hold on to
No matter what it makes me go through.
Everything in world to fill it with happiness I do,
Chances of winning over it are so few.
I still love my life,For every single moment of the day,
It’s gives me reasons to live,
Reasons all new........

My throne..............By -Tamanna C ©2009

I sit here on the throne,
I am wondering if this is my own,
I start to think why I am here,
I have everything, then whats the fear.
I question my being,In the world all of it,
Ive seen,
I wonder what my seek is all about...
I keep talking to myself,
thinking aloud.
My life flashes in front of me,
My moments of victory,weakness,
Joy, pain , happiness, sorrow,
In front of all I see.I wonder what in lifeI have achieved.
If I loose my throne,
What else do I have to give.
I have the power,
To rule the hearts,but is this what I want.
I was wondering if my lifeagain I could start.
Its never too late
To realize where i went wrong,
I wish I could live my life,like a song,
Making it beautiful,Singing it with my own lyrics and tunes.
As reality hits me hard,
I try to find my soul,
I thought I had everything
But yet there's nothing
I can call me own,.

Final goodbye.....By -Tamanna C ©2009

I stand alone,
Wondering whats going on,
I find my heart tornAnd tears just flowing........
I look around to find you,
But i think its too late...
Before I even realize
You've walked out of the gate...
Its crazy to see you go,
cause you are someone I called my own....
But it wont last forever,
I should have known.
Not cause I dint want it to be,
cause from my point of view,
Things you dint want to see.
U pushed me to the edge,
And dint stop me from falling down,
You saw me crying,
but dint believeCause you dint hear a sound...
My tears went un noticed,
My pain was ignored....
Never did you find out,
If deep in my heart,
something was stored...
I was hoping you'll see through me,
And bring it out one day...
But all you ever thought about was
How to get things going your way...
This was about us,
Not only about you,
And may be this was the reason the distance
between us grew.
Its sad to see something so beautiful
Come to and end like this...
You turn your face around,
Like for you I just don't exist.
If this is how weak,
what we shared was,
I knew what was missing,
But i still over looked all the flaws,
Not to see this day, when you walk pass by me....
And say things just cause with you I don't agree.
Its strange how one soul falls apart to becoming you and me....
Its like you made a strong effort to break free.....
Since you are gone and gone for good....
I don't think I should hold on
Cause meaning of blood,
you never understood...
I don't think I have any tearsLeft to cry...
.Cause deep inside I know,
the time has finally come,
Time to say a final good bye.....

My relation with the sun............By -Tamanna C ©2009

As the sun sets,
I think about how life is,
We all see the darkness,
But thats something in our lives we don't enjoy it.
At night we enjoy the moonlight,
Creeping through the windowIn the dark,
we love to play with our shadow.
Why cant the darkness in our life,
Be made to look at so beautiful,
Why does it bring us down,
Why does it makes everything look so dull?
Our life is like a normal day,
With sunrise it starts and moon set it ends..
Why cant we enjoy our happiness and sorrows,
Like how we enjoy the beautiful
Sunrise and sunset.....
Its all a part of plan,
Where God wants us to be ,
Like the sun so strong,
Even if its high up in the sky,
Or soaking itself in the sea,
Its doesn't loose its power to shine..
Just like the way God made it,
its got the power to be.
Its strange how we missed out
On understanding our relation with the bright sun,
We were so busy complaining
We thought going through life,
we were the only one.
Only if we could understand,
The rules are meant for everyone....
Every single day for us,
A new life would have begun............

Time after Time.........By- Tamanna C ©2009

Time after time.....
Ive been patient so long..
I never thought in my dreams
I could be so strong...
There is something about you
Thats gives me strength,
To make things right when they go wrong...
I'll do anything to,
Have things your way,
I'll do just anything,
Just to make you stay,
Cause you are the only one
Who brightens my life,Every single day...
Time after time...
I 've been dreaming ,
About us,Deep inside I know,
Its You whom I can trust,
I know those dreams are going to come true
Someday soon,
We just need to give it times,
For our feelings and emotions to be in tune...
Time after time...
It's all about love and faith,
For dreams to come true,
its never too late...I've been holding on,
To something so precious and true
Something I can call my own,
Dreams that are going to be true.
Its all about time,its all about dreams,
Dreams of endless dreams,
Thats start and end with only You....

Silver lining .............By- Tamanna C ©2009

The sound of your heart beating
Makes me feel that I belong to you,
I know if I have you by my side
Anything in life will pass through.
..As long as I know,
You are standing right beside me,
Just with that thought,
all my fears flee....
Its strange how someone can turn your world around,
In the most unexpected ways,
My true love I found...
Found inside, someone whom I can trust,
Its a bond between two souls ,
Not of lust....
There are moments I wake up
And find myself lost without you,
Even in my dreams,
if you are missing,
I feel lonely and blue.
Its crazy to think ,
If someone can ever feel the way I do,
With the best words I could explain my feelings,
How strong I feel, only if I knew....
Moments of joy and sorrow,will come and go,
As long as your hand is in my hand,
With time I am ready to flow...
Just promise to always stand by me,
Cause in your eyes, my strength I see...
Just want to breathe, your love,
Day in and day out...
Cause you are my silver lining,
In the darkest of clouds.

A LETTER TO YOU, MOM

As I write this to you, my Mom ,I Go through my life and wonder how it all started with you. This is not just another letter to you, It’s my feelings and emotions from every deep corner of my heart I pour on this paper. It’s something I have never said or felt before, it is something special I write only for you my Mother.

When I look back at what went into bringing me on this earth, I can imagine the pain you must have gone through day in and out for those nine months, While I was resting inside you. Wonder the pain and pleasure you felt when I was playing, kicking and reacting to every emotion you went through in those nine months. I wish I could capture that feeling of being inside you for the rest of my life. That feeling of security and love, which is so pure, genuine, unconditional and untouched. That feeling to know that to you I belong and I am one with you. And until one day, I just popped out of you. No wonder I was crying when I was born, guess I did not want to part with you. i wish I could have captured your first touch and the smile on your face when you saw me.

As I was growing, it is you who taught me everything that I needed to do and know in life. From, walking, eating ,talking a new language, making paper boats in the rain, meaning of everything that I could see around, names of my parts, and even gave me my name which is my true identity that I carry for the rest of my life. Every time I would walk and fall, you would come running, wipe my tears and give me the support to walk again. Every time I felt alarmed, you hugged me and made me feel safe. You noticed every reaction and move of mine. You watched me through everything I was doing and still forgave me for little mistakes I made. You explained things to me and give me time .You taught me the difference of right and wrong. You installed my belief in God. At any given time, you knew exactly what I needed, a smile, a hug, a kiss, a meal, my cup of hot chocolate, to the pair of shoes I liked in the market. You knew it all, every beat of my heart .Its strange the way you understood me. May be from some previous lifetime, the connection was meant to be. With time you game me strength and took away all my pain. Not even for a moment you let me be sad. Every prayer of yours revolved around me and my happiness. Every time you saw something beautiful, you thought about me. Without you in my life I would have never succeeded. You broke all family laws just to support me, You always wanted to fly high, you always told showed me my direction, which was the sky. You have done everything possible to bring a smile on my face. You are what heaven means to me. You've been my power, my source to everything I own, you have always been my driving force. No matter how old I grow, I'll always need you by my side. In the morning when I wake up, your the first name I take, looking for your , this my Mom, are the things I have never before said to you.
I hope you know now, what and how much you mean to me. May be in the best words before this I could express you what I feel. I just want to thank you for all that you've done .I know its too small a word cause its beyond these words. You are the reason for who and what i am today. Years after years I see the same love in your eyes. Mom you are God's best gift to me. You are everything in life that I need. Every answer I look for, every time I am lost, I find everything in you , my mother. You are my angel, my guarding power. You are the key for everything in my life.

'MOM'''--this one s for you..... AND FOR ALL THE OTHER '''MOMMY'S '''TOO.....® by-- Tamanna C

Hey MOM,
As I write this to You,
This is just not another song,
Its a piece of my heart,
I write it out on paper,
Its something special,
its something new,
Cause my life begins from YOU..........
I've given you pain,
Day in and day out,
Taken your sleep for nine months,
While I was tossing and turning,
Kicking and playing inside You..
.Its must have been a feeling,
Too good to be true,
Feeling of being one with You,
Feeling of being secure.
To one fine day I just popped out of you,
Wonder what the feeling of your first touch would have been,
I wish I could capture the smile on your face that I had then seen.
You taught me how to do everything,
I everI needed to do,
From walking,eating and talking a language new,
You took me in your arms,
everytimeI cried and felt alarmed.
You comforted me,
Wiped my tears,
You helped me overcomeAll my fears...
You gave me strength,
To withstand all the pain,
You taught me to make paper boats,
In the rain.
You showed me the difference between good and bad,
Not even for a moment,
You let me be sad,
You prayed day and night for me,
You gave me space to let me be,
You knew it all,..
whatever i needed,
Without You in life,
I would have never succeeded,
I was in every prayer of yours,
For me You broke all family laws,
You wanted to see me fly
,Fly so high,
Everytime I was sad,your heart would cry,
You cherished and captured every momentsI'd never think of,
You're my heaven...
your love is all above....
You made me happy in everyway,
I would open my eyes and look for you everyday,
No matter how old I grow,
To you my life,
I will always owe,
Every moment in my life that I live,
Credit of my being,to You I give,
You are the power,
You are the source,
You are my energy,
My driving forceHolding my hand...
taking me beyond skies,
Even after years,
I see the same love in your eyes,
MOM, you are God's best gift to me,
To everything in life,
YOU are the key.................

Silver lining .............By- Tamanna C ©2009

The sound of your heart beatingMakes me feel that I belong to you,
I know if I have you by my sideAnything in life will pass through...
As long as I know,
You are standing right beside me,
Just with that thought, all my fears flee....
Its strange how someone can turn your world around,
In the most unexpected ways,
My true love I found...
Found inside, someone whom I can trust,
Its a bond between two souls ,
Not of lust....
There are moments I wake up,
And find myself lost without you,
Even in my dreams, if you are missing,
I feel lonely and blue.Its crazy to think ,
If someone can ever feel the way I do,
With the best words I could explain my feelings,
How strong I feel, only if I knew....
Moments of joy and sorrow,will come and go,
As long as your hand is in my hand,
With time I am ready to flow...
Just promise to always stand by me,
Cause in your eyes, my strength I see...
Just want to breathe, your love,
Day in and day out...
Cause you are my silver lining,I
n the darkest of clouds.

KARMAS..........By- Tamanna C ©2009

Some times in life,
We go through things and we wonder why,
Little things we ask to ourselves,
Like why cant we touch the sky.
As times pass by,
Reasons for everything unfold...
I wish this process of life
Was made easier and to us was told.
We spend our life thinking,
About what we want,
And where we want to go.
No matter how much we think,
The tide is strong and is going to,
take us with its flow.
Its futile to spend times thinking,
Thinking about things not under our control...
We are mere puppets,
We just have to play our roles.
With every sun rise,
We have different scenes to do,
If we ever forget our role,
From God almighty,
We keep getting our clues.
As days , weeks, months and years pass by,
We all grow, but still ask the question "WHY?"
With that one silly question,
Everything ends from where it started,
We realize that people who were there with us,
Have now parted...
Not because something 's wrong with God,
Not because it what not meant to be,
Its was only cause God wanted us to see,
Something with time which we never understood...
Going back in time,
and learning my lessons,
I wish I could....Life is as simple as it can get,
Only the word "expectations " and "complications"
We could forget.....
No matter how much you earn,
deserve and fight for,
Still by end of it,
Besides Karmas,
there's nothing you get.........

Sorry is not the word for you..............By- Tamanna C ©2009

You come close,
And then turn around,
You go away,
Without making a sound.
Then you say you miss me,
Have you ever wondered how and what,
I feel,Have you ever touched me,
And known if I am for real.
Every time you walk away,
I don't know when and if ,
I will see you again,
You are so cold that if you see my tears falling,
You call it the rain.
Have you ever wondered,
How much I miss you,
Or ever whispered in my ears,"I Love you too",
Have you ever hugged me,
And taken my pain away,
And then you say,
Forever with me you want to stay.
You cant even see,the pain in my eyes.
You don't even know that,
I cant sleep before the sun rise,
Everything about US has been about You,
Wonder why you even need me,
Wonder why I cant ,say adieu,
Its hard to hold on to tears,
Withing so long,
Its hard to live with the feelings,
that pinch deep inside,
No matter what you do to me,
In return you give me excuses new,
Its true you only love yourself,
Sorry is just not the word,
For you.

Questions unanswered...............-By- Tamanna C ©2009

I've been looking,

For the piece to my soul,

Something that will complete me,

something I can call my own,

I know its somewhere around,

I know not where to find,

I keep looking for the face,

In the rays of the sun,

I wonder how will i ever know,

Who 's the only one...

Its strange to fight a battle,

with our own heart and mind.

.I wonder which dark corner,

Of those crazy world,

Will I ever find...

Sometimes in my own shadow

,Sometimes in my dreams,

I look for answers,

But I don t think they are real,

I think its all in the mind at once,

Then it moves on from heart to soul,

Questions questions questions are all that i have,

no answers to them at all..

I keep wondering,if some one ever exist,

To catch me if at all i ever fall....,

Wonder who discovered that

We have another piece to our soul,

Who have gave it light,

Who ever said it was our life's goal...

Its crazy how we cant survive,

Without something we don't know,

if life is so short,Then why is it so slow....

Questions are all we are left with,

For till the end of our life,

No matter how much and what we get

There's still a strife,

For battling between our mind and soul,

Over each other, they are trying to control,

Wonder who'll win in this game of life,

Where there's nothing to loose and nothing to gain,

No matter what we gather and get

,After we've gone, On this earth,

It will still remain....